Tournament is over the high from the vacation is gone I'm back to work. It's not bad because I love my job if I can't play I can do the next best thing and help other young athletes get to where I couldn't. An agent wants to represent me he believes he can get me on a team. The issue is he's not sure where of it's even in this country. Dilemma... do I let go of something I fought so hard to keep alive? I guess when you get to a certain age it's time to start thinking about your future, so does it benefit me leaving my job and playing 2 years of football overseas? I think not. What about if it was in Canada? I don't know it's something I have to talk to my work about because I don't want to leave my job. Or is it beneficial for me to be an athlete and still work from abroad? Answer I don't have now I've learned not to search for them and let them come.
I guess the other thing that's on my mind is the situation with my x. I stopped talking to her by phone over a year ago and by text or facebook 6months ago. I accused her here on my blog that she cheated on me from and unknown source. I never spoke to her about it.. It just felt better to accept it and use it as a tool to move on. It turns out I was wrong so I apologize but it still doesn't change what happened. I've grown and matured since then I can forgive but never forget. We communicated briefly it was nice but it took my back to place when I was growing threw hell it didn't feel good. Anyways enough about that I've change and moved on.
Here are some more photos from my trip
acting stupid
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