The Road Back

Despite not wanting these two years off my body, I enjoyed them. Taking time to reflect, I've always played! Not for one minute did I ever ride the bench,  playing year round.  During my Vanier days I was also a member of Team Canada for 2 years. Right after the season we had about 2 weeks of rest and then it was back to tryouts. After making the team we spent January in the U.S playing for the World Junior Championship. Following Team Canada it was right back into training for the next year, followed by spring camp in March. With less than a month off during off-season, it gives your body little time to recoup from past nagging injuries. I was so bad at one point that the walking with a limp felt normal to me. What price do you pay to be able to play every single year you ever played football? I never had a price on it because it was so natural for me to play. It was a shock when I wasn't named a starter as I expected in my rookie season, but to not play special teams and not even dress? I was not ready for that! But, now ask me the same question you cannot put a price on something that is so special. I learned a lot about myself these past two years watching from the bench and the couch. My father always asked me "How I was going to handle not seeing the field?" I always replied ,don't worry about me I'll be fine. After a low period I know the answer and even though I didn't want these past 2 years off, they were much needed for my body to recover.

After finally getting up off the couch of laziness I'm back on schedule. I must admit the first week was tough my body was sore all week. After a period of low activity its not natural to feel this way. The period of feeling sorry for myself is done. Tears will not get me back to where I want to be. One thing I must focus on is motivation! Someimes I want to work out all day and others I don't want to at all. It's really important to find motivation in yourself everyday. Not get to high and not get too low, but a constant stream of motivation goes a long way to keep yourself off the couch. As my body continues to stomach the work load I am not as tired during the days I once was when I first started. Still a long way to go to where I want to be, the effort is there and that's what counts the most right now. Though I am the only one seeing the work put in, I hold myself accountable.

After watching to 09 Grey cup game I can certainly feel what Saskatchewan players are going through.
The worst part of a championship is being on the losing end. This feeling is all too familiar to me being 0-6 in the big game throughout my career. I don't care what anybody says you will always remember theses games. The agonizing pain that comes with this lost can leave in the dump for weeks ... Getting blown out in a big games doesn't hurt all that bad. It's the one like these in the last minutes that kill you. To make matters worse a self inflicted penalty by Saskatchewan to give Montreal a second change. I could only imagine how they are feeling right now. From player to player my heart goes out the them they fought hard.

The Road Back

"Once I decide to do something, I can't have people telling me I can't. If there's a roadblock, you jump over it, walk around it, crawl under it." - Kitty Kelly

Today is a new day no more talking about what happened! So the goal is getting back in the league... There are a couple of questions I need to answer who,what,when,why & how?

WHO - The saying is Once an Eskimo Always an Eskimo thought I still care for the team, city & fans. This part is out of my control. I am looking for an opportunity to resume career.


WHAT - FOOTBALL


WHEN - To be in training camp June 1st, 2009

WHERE - TBD


HOW- By training sport specific and setting daily goals for myself.

Daily Goals : 200 push ups, 200 sit ups and daily stretch  

So now that the questions are answered they were just a script to follow. Now comes Discipline, Dedication and the Determination to get it done.

Keep you Posted

 

The Road Back

"Perseverance is the hard work you do after you get tired of doing the hard work you already did."  ~Newt Gingrich

  

The worst is over after watching another CFL season.  Without gracing the field, I can say I've faced my worst fear. Throughout all my years playing football, I've been lucky enough to start every single year. Last year I was not so fortunate as I watched from the sideline. I thought that was the worst position to be in, but this year it was much worse as I watched from the couch. I always knew I would never like this feeling, which is why I made sure to never be on this side of the coin. The road to the top never gets easier and for the first time I've faced some adversity in terms of playing. Face to face with my worst nightmare, everyday I would wake up and wish this wasn't happening to me. Sure enough, it was. Upset with myself that I had failed, a feeling that was so uncommon to me. I admit I had trouble coping with it. But I learned, and here I am today training for another shot. It's never been about money for me, I do it for the love of the game.  I'm going to keep loving it until it loves me back.

per⋅se⋅ver⋅ance


1. steady persistence in a course of action, a purpose, a state, etc., esp. in spite of difficulties, obstacles, or discouragement

The Road Back

"The road to easy street is usually through the dump!" - John Madden

Come Back Story 

Casey Printers was thought to be finished by most after his time in Hamilton. Many wrote off his ability as a Quarterback,  just saying he didn't have it anymore. As the face of that franchise, he was forced to carry it on his back and with little success, he failed,  and was sent packing. For nearly half the season he sat at home on the couch,  watching and waiting for his chance. When ghe finally got it, he didn't disappoint, going 19 for 31 for 339 yards 2TD and 1int. The 1 interception proved to be costly as it was in overtime. It was a great effort none the less, which makes him a great come back story because not many people expected it from him. In a game with playoff implications he had to be in mid season form. I believe he showed more that enough to earn the starting right as Quarterback in this league. It's amazing how different a player looks within different settings.

What have I learned from Casey's story? That despite all the turmoil, all the negativity, and all of those who doubted him, he has overcome so much. From once being the Most Outstanding Player in the League to not having a job, to resurrecting his career. Players who wear #1 wear it for a reason, because they truly believe they are the BEST at what they do. I am honored to have met him during my rookie season. His story has inspired me to keep pushing in hopes of resuming my career. Thank you Casey!

"Never Give Up!"

The Road Back

"Pain is the price for anything that's worth something"

So where to next? Is a question I often receive when I tell people I was la late cut from the Eskimos. As it doesn't appear I will be playing this season, the next step would be to jump into off-season training. Picking up from where I left off last year, I will be running outdoors, weight training, yoga classes, and indoor soccer for some competitive action. I don't like to lose at anything, so even if its indoor recreational soccer, I don't plan on losing. Despite not knowing if all my training will be put to good work, I will do it again. Investing in myself the time in hopes of resuming my football career. Looking for a real chance to show what I can do, I will keep the faith and stay ready!

The Road Back

"You don't appreciate what you have until it's gone or it's taken from you"

Personally evaluating myself, I had a great off season dropping 8 pounds and decreasing my body fat from 14.2% to 8.8%. Following that up with a great training camp and pre-season, notching 7 tackles and a Forced Fumble. Highlighted by a goaling stop on Martell Mallet, one of the leagues best running backs. Taking the good with the bad there are 2 plays I would like to redo.  Reliving the plays through my head, I believe I could have easily made them with a little more depth at safety. Game speed and practice speed are two different things... A lesson learned! Every DB gets beats once. I'm still having a hard time believing the excuse of why I was released. " We like what we have in terms of Canadian talent."

My status as All-Canadian 3 out of 4 years in university is more than the number 1 draft pick Dylan Barker. Probably the only canadian who had more accolades was Andy Fantuz, with 3 time All-Canadian, one All-Canadian second team, and the Hec Creighton. Not to say I am better than these two by any means, i just find it hard to believe the reason i was released, given the success I've had in university. I am actually huge fans of them. This is just a comparison of the level of play I was at prior to entering the CFL.

 

A FRESH START

Dwelling in the past has gotten me nowhere! It has left me with an empty feeling, no motivation, zero belief. I will not let others tell me I cannot make it for it is only I who can make that decision. What I pray for is another chance, A REAL CHANCE to let me showcase my talents as I have in the past. The opportunity to achieve my ultimate objective, the GREY CUP. Despite my individual successes, I have never tasted the joy of winning a championship, that is what I truly want.

For Better or For Worse

It got worse before it got better.  After my last post in week 9 I talked to my agent expecting good news, it was the complete opposite. All the news he had given me was terrible, after I had managed to build up some motivation to continue training, he left me with no inspiration. A feeling that I wasn't good enough to play this game. A game I have been playing since I was a kid and excelling at. He told me that there just wasn't a need for players right now. Then again every week I check http://cfl.ca/ there is a new player being signed to a team. After some weeks of soul searching and deciding what was best for me, I found it was time to move on. Though he was a great person this is a business decision for my future as a player.

2nd time around (week 9)

"We fail all the time,but there's no shame in falling--only in not getting up and keeping on! - HMAN

Week 9 was by far the lowest week with the season half over, and my fustrations building. It was a poor effort by me all around.  Filled with negative thoughts, my motivation was at an all time low. I'd rather not go into detail as it would just perpetuate those same feelings. Long story short, I was close to hanging up the cleats and quiting training. Some days its tough to keep the motivation when times look the worst. I put my heart into this and this is how it pays off? The easy route would be to pack it in and do other things... But I'm not ready to do other things, reminding myself again of what I did and went through to get here. D D D.  Discipline. Dedication. Determination! Without question I've maintained Discipline to get to the pro ranks. Doing it from a young age Dedication is already there. In a time like this, I need the last D which is DETERMINATION! I must regain that hunger that I once had, I lost it somewhere down the line last year.

2nd time around will be put on pause because there hasn't been a 2nd time around yet.

2nd time around (week 8)

Working out at the gym I had met someone a few weeks ago. At the time he asked me what I was training for. I explained to him that I had been on the Eskimos last year, and just attended training camp with them this year. Unfortunetly I did not make the squad this year. He was very supportive and urged me the best of luck.

I had seen him again this week and he asked if there was any progre. sDissapointed I told him no. He then asked if I was available to talk to his football team that he coached. Unsure whether I wanted to do it or not, I pondered it for a few seconds. Eventually I said yes. I was not too enthusiastic about it, but I felt it would be good for me to be around a football atmoshpere. As I got there I was very nervous. Usually I was speaking on behalf of the Eskimos, but this time I was speaking on behalf of myself. Unsure how the kids would respond because I wasn`t on a team. With no speach prepared, I just said what was on my heart. As I spoke indivudually to the 6 teams I remember why I love this game so much. As I told them to believe in themselves I realized in the times that I'm facing now I have to believe in myself. It was like I was speaking to them but also speaking to myself. I have regained my love for the game through them. I am very thankful that I said yes to speaking to the kids. That day marked the first time I've been on a football field since I was released. I plan to go back and help out when I can to give back to the game that has given so much to me.

A MUST SEE!!!!

2nd time around (week 7)

Back on the grind, I feel back to normal. I'm getting my work in and still being patient. I found it a waste on energy trying to change something I have no control over. Now I'm going to try to focus my energy in the right direction. I've been having dreams lately, I'm not to sure what to make of them, but I will put them down as prophecies. In the event they do happen, I will have proof I saw it all before it happened.



DREAM 1

It's just like yesterday, I find myself at football practice with the Eskimos. As If I've never left the familiar faces all around me. It feels good. Rocking the #10, I'm actually playing this year. Much different from last year when I rode the bench all season. I knew that my hard work would pay off living here in the off-season I was 110% commited. As I walk back to the locker the dream fades.
Waking up now, anxious to get up and get to Commonwealth, I realize that I don't have a spot on the team.

DREAM 2

In a new city I had a somewhat familiar feeling, one I had last year when I first came to Edmonton. I was back on a team dressed in black. Despite new faces around me, it felt good to be given an actual chance. We took to the field in Edmoton. This time it was different, I was on the other side. It was my chance to show them that when put in the right spots, I could be very dangerous on special teams. Kicking off, I ran down the field full speed with a collision approaching, my alarm clock went off...

So those were my two dreams, I loved every minute of them as they gave me hints that I would be back on the field someday. It has given me the motivation that I need to keep pushing. To know I've been kocked down but will get back up and continue to push.

SONG OF THE WEEK







HMAN's FIRST VIDEO

2nd time around (week 6)

Before I get started, I would like to appolgize for not writing anything last week. I've been disappointed that my blog has not been going as desired. My original vision for my blog was to write about my weekly experiences through the 09 season. After being taken off the Eskimos roster, I just haven't had much to talk about. I have been bloging other articles to try and mask my own lack of content. I came to a point where I lost my hunger, my passion, and my love for the game. It has also shown in my work ethic. For the last ten days I felt discouraged and avoided training.

There is not much more sense in dwelling on the past, I need to create a new vision. With that in mind, I must find motivation and explore new possibilities. It's the beginning of a new chapter.

Music is a very powerful tool if you use it the right way. It can trigger emotions in you to get things done as opposed to not doing anything at all. I've been in an R&B state at the moment, and it is evidence of how I've begun training again and how I feel. I'm back on it! When you listen to a good artist, it's motivating just listening to the hunger in thier voice. Sad music, you're cut!

HMan, a close friend from very young, inspires me to keep my head up. Though miles separate us, we remain in touch almost everyday. Now, living in E-town I've lost contact with many friends, only speaking to them on occasion. Though they are all still close to my heart, H watches out for me and makes sure I'm always on point. Just when I feel ready to quit and give up on myself, he brings me back. Hman is an up and coming artist with lyrical skills that would put the top Hip Hop artists in their seats. So we share the same struggles, we just play different games. Knowing you have more than enough talent to be there, but watching someone else fill your spot. But we will keep pushing, keep grinding, because if it was easy, everyone would do it.

http://www.myspace.com/thehmancan

LOST SCRIPTURES

PATIENCE

Written June 20th, 2007

Anything that is worth while comes with a struggle, a fight. It just doesnt happen right away. For I have been patient for so long, believing in my abilities and my talents and knowing that it will pay off in the long run. I have sacrificed money, friendships and my girlfriend to get this far! I WILL NOT STOP NOW. For money comes and goes, you can count friends on one hand, and if she left you she never loved you. I admit at times I feel lonely, depressed, sad, anxious, worried, and self-conscious that I will not achieve what I've been working so hard for. But then I look up and see all that I've done so far and get my second wind. Believing again that I can do what I want when i put my mind to it. I say this with confidence, not cockiness; I AM THE BEST and I WAS BORN TO DO THIS! It's easier to get to the top, but staying at the top year in and out is a different story. Which is why I train harder than you, to ensure that you never take my shine. Time consuming, yes, which explains why I'm still single... I look at my teamates with their girls, envious and jealous sometimes. Getting your groove on while I am hitting the weights. Upset, I tell myself we are not in the same shoes. I am onto something and will NOT STOP until I get it. Shout out to H-Man, Ceddy Rock, the Bus and T-Time thanks for the support, ima hit yall when I get there.

After reading what I wrote 2 years ago, I recall the pain and it's similarity to what I'm going through now. I got through it then and I will make it through now. One thing I will keep stressing is that football is not for fun anymore, its a business. It is time for me to stop blogging about the Eskimos. I can't keep dreaming that dream right now. I still remain friends with many guys on the team and wish them luck this season. But I am not part of the team now, so I can't continue to share their experiences. It hurts me to say it but I must face the truth. I've only really come to terms with being cut now, I thought I had earlier but my emotions were a little premature. Once again, I appologize for my last couple of blogs for being weak and lacking substance. I am human and like everyone, go through ups and downs. The main thing I have learned is that the clock keeps ticking forward and you can't stay down for too long.

The advice my girlfriend gave me today was that negative is positive, given your perception. If you devote your time and effort into something you are passionate about and don't make it, that is not failing. Failure is when there is no passion, no effort, no time spent. Apply this concept to your life and you will always succeed.

2nd time around (week 5)

FORMER EAGLES DEFENSIVE COORDINATOR JIM JOHNSON DEAD AT 68

Posted Jul 28, 2009 6:08PM By Dan Graziano (RSS feed)

The Philadelphia Eagles announced that longtime defensive coordinator Jim Johnson lost his fight with skin cancer and died Tuesday afternoon at the age of 68. Johnson was the Eagles defensive coordinator for 10 years under coach Andy Reid, stepping aside officially just last week when it was announced that Sean McDermott would take over the position

"For ten years, Jim Johnson was an exceptional coach for the Philadelphia Eagles, but more importantly, he was an outstanding human being," Eagles chairman Jeffrey Lurie said in a statement released by the team. "Jim epitomized the traits of what a great coach should be -- a teacher, a leader and a winner. He positively touched the lives of so many people in and out of the Eagles organization. It was easy to feel close to him. We will miss him greatly."

Johnson was an NFL assistant for a total of 22 years, spending time on the staffs of the Arizona Cardinals, Indianapolis Colts and Seattle Seahawks prior to joining the Eagles, where he became known as one of the top defensive minds in the game and one of the best defensive coordinators of all time. According to the press release announcing his death, Johnson's defenses ranked second in the NFL in sacks, third-down efficiency and red zone touchdown percentage and fourth in average points allowed per game from 2000-08.

Monday in Bethlehem, Pa., after the Eagles' morning practice session, McDermott was asked how he was getting by without his mentor, Johnson, around to help, and whether he finds himself asking what Johnson would do in certain situations.
"Not so much, 'What would Jim do here,' because I ran through those situations already in my mind, and if I hadn't by now it would have been a big mistake," McDermott said. "But moreso missing him coming out of the locker room, missing him in meetings this morning, just his presence. He had a way about him that you loved just being around the guy."

Under Johnson, 10 different Eagles defensive players made a combined total of 26 Pro Bowls, led by former safety Brian Dawkins' seven. During his 10-year tenure, the Eagles made seven playoff appearances, five NFC Championship Game appearances and one Super Bowl.


Jim Johnson began coaching as the head coach at Missouri Southern from 1967-68 and went on to coach at Drake and Indiana. From 1977-83 he was Notre Dame's defensive coordinator.
As a player, he was an all-conference quarterback at the University of Missouri and played two professional seasons (1963-64) as a tight end for Buffalo.

He is survived by his wife, Vicky, his two children, Scott and Michelle, and four grandchildren.

ARGONAUTS SEND ARLAND BRUCE TO RIVAL TICATS by John Rennision

Argonauts head coach Bart Andrus, who hasn't wanted Arland Bruce in his sight in recent days, will have to look at the player at least three more times this season.

Toronto sent the disgruntled slotback to the rival Hamilton Tiger-Cats on Wednesday, less than a week after the Canadian Football League team left him behind for a road game for disciplinary reasons.

In return, the Ticats sent Toronto the rights to defensive lineman Corey Mace, a third-round pick next year as well as a conditional pick in the 2011 draft, according to the two teams.

'Right now, I do not want him around the team.'—Bart Andrus, Argos head coach

Toronto has reportedly already agreed to terms with Mace, which would make sense given the money the club saved by dealing Bruce. According to one of the sources, Bruce is scheduled to make $180,000 this season, of which $35,000 was paid up front.

With Bruce having already received four game cheques, that left Toronto with about $113,000 to play with in an attempt to sign Mace, who reportedly was looking for somewhere around $95,000 during negotiations with the Ticats.

Bruce, 31, has surpassed the 1,200-yard receiving mark with Toronto three of the past four years but had been fined four times this season for unprofessional behaviour that included leaving his playbook on a plane in Calgary and missing special-teams meetings.

He also made disparaging remarks about Toronto quarterback Kerry Joseph and was fined by the league for his Michael Jackson tribute touchdown celebration at Hamilton on July 1.

Bruce didn't attend an Argos team meeting Tuesday morning and later missed practice.

"He's not here because I don't want him here," Andrus said at the team's practice facility.

"We're looking at a lot of different things, a lot of different ways to bring this to a resolution," the coach added. "But right now, I do not want him around the team."

Toronto doesn't meet Hamilton until the Labour Day Classic at Ivor Wynne Stadium on Sept. 7. The Tiger-Cats visit Rogers Centre four days later, with their final regular-season meeting Oct. 23 at Toronto.

2nd time around (week 4)

This week was not one of the best although training was good my spirits were low. Its the first time someone has told me I was not good enough to make a team. I've been battling with not accepting these words. I know I had a great training camp but for some reason did not make the team. My biggest enemy right now is doubt, it's a business now and much more things go into decisions than just talent. Its really important for me right now at this time not to doubt my talents and for some other reason I was let go. Times like this is where you really need your friends and family. Thank God i have both urging me everyday to keep pushin and they have still have believe in me. I like to thank God as well even though Football is not going as planned right now I still have a wonderful life. As the journey continues not too sure where it will lead but I know God will lead me the right way.

Young Cal is the best Canadian Back in the league. Why he doesn't play more I don't know , but I will keep screaming for it! Playing against him, and watching him in practice, I know how skilled he is. Great win for the Esks, I'm really happy they were able to come back and win for Coach Hall. It didn't look good for them at one point, but they stuck together and got it done. As their confidence grows and they gel together more they will be a much better team week in and week out.

Michael Vick is BACK!

http://www.nfl.com/videos/nfl-network-total-access/09000d5d8117f9dd/Vick-reinstated

LONG TIME EAGLES COORDINATOR JIM HOHNSON DEAD AT 68

by Rob Maaddi, AP SPorts Writer

PHILADELPHIA (AP)—Jim Johnson frustrated opponents and confused young quarterbacks with his complex defensive schemes, always looking for a new way to disguise a blitz.

He never ran out of ideas or the desire to coach, even when he had more pressing concerns. In his final days, he was concerned about the start of training camp.

Johnson, whose attacking defenses helped the Philadelphia Eagles to one Super Bowl appearance and five NFC title games, died on Tuesday. He was 68.

“There’s been no finer coach or man than Jim Johnson,” team chairman Jeffrey Lurie said. “The Eagles family has been blessed and everyone who’s surrounded the football team or surrounded Jim in everything he conducted himself, we had a true gem here and there aren’t a lot of Jims.”

Johnson had taken a leave of absence from the team in May as he continued to battle a cancerous tumor on his spine. On Sunday, the Eagles announced that Sean McDermott would replace Johnson.

A veteran of 22 years as an NFL assistant, Johnson was considered one of the top defensive minds in the league. His defenses consistently ranked among the best in the league, including last season, when the Eagles finished third in total defense and fell one victory short of the Super Bowl

From 2000-08, Johnson’s Philadelphia defenses ranked second in the NFL in sacks (390). During his 10-year tenure, the Eagles made the playoffs seven times and he produced 26 Pro Bowl selections.

“This whole Eagles-Andy Reid regime here that’s taken place wouldn’t have been possible without Jim,” said Andy Reid, who hired Johnson to be his defensive coordinator shortly after he got his first head coaching job with the Eagles in 1999.

“I’m not sure there’s a person that I’ve met that isn’t a Jim Johnson fan. He really represented everything this city is all about with his toughness and grit. That’s the way he fought this cancer.”

Reid and team president Joe Banner visited Johnson in the hospital on Monday. Reid said he spoke with Johnson a few days before the visit and football was on his mind.

“He was very concerned about the starting date of training camp,” Reid said. “He had all the dates down and he knew them. Amazing.”

NFL Commissioner Roger Goodell praised Johnson for his leadership skills.

“He was a teacher to many players both on and off the field and devoted his life to the game of football,” Goodell said in a statement. “He had a positive influence on scores of young men, and leaves behind a wonderful legacy.”

In his first news conference as coordinator, McDermott gave full credit to Johnson.

“What haven’t I learned from Jim?” McDermott said. “I don’t think it would be fair to Jim, in this setting, to try and limit in one statement, one press conference, the effect that Jim has had on my life.”

Coaches across the league paid homage to Johnson’s impact on their careers and the league.

“He made me believe I could coach at this level,” said Ravens coach John Harbaugh, an Eagles assistant for nine seasons with Johnson. “In football, he was a pioneering and brilliant strategist, changing the way defense is played in the NFL.”

“He was a dear friend and a special person,” said St. Louis Rams coach Steve Spagnuolo, a member of the Eagles defensive staff under Johnson for eight seasons. “Jim meant the world to me, both personally and professionally.”

Johnson had been treated for melanoma in 2001.


In January, he complained of back pain and coached from the press box in the Eagles’ playoff win over the New York Giants and in the loss to the Arizona Cardinals in the NFC championship.

An MRI after the divisional playoff win against the Giants on Jan. 11 alerted doctors that something might be wrong. Following the Arizona loss, the team announced the cancer had returned and Johnson would undergo more treatments.

Johnson had recovered sufficiently to coach during the team’s first post-draft minicamp in May. But he moved around on a motorized scooter during practices and said he wasn’t certain he’d be able to return for the season.

“Jim was tailor-made to coach in Philadelphia,” said Broncos safety Brian Dawkins(notes), who played 10 seasons for Johnson in Philadelphia. “He was a tough coach who wasn’t afraid to let you know how he was feeling, but at the same time, he cared about us deeply.”

Johnson is survived by his wife Vicky, two children and four grandchildren.

AP Sports Writer R.B. Fallstrom in St. Louis contributed to this report.

SONG OF THE WEEK

2nd time around (week 3)

Lions roared to victory during the first regular season match against the Eskimos. I was disappointed with how the esks performed. Being in training camp until the final cut, I know the team has more potential. Helplessly I watch the game, knowing I can no longer contribute. One thing I am happy about is that Calvin McCarty got in this week. He is such a nice offensive weapon and needs to be utilized more. As the offense continues to improve, I'm sure you'll see more from the rest of the players.

Next week will be a huge game for the team as they go into Mosiac stadium to face Coach Hall's former team. I wish the team the best of luck in preparation for this week.


A tackle is a tackle, is a tackle! The curled up fetal position when making a tackle isn't exactly in the books, but its a tackle none the less. Yes it hurt, but he didn't get into the end zone and that's what is most important. In my two pre-season games I made all my tackles, whether they looked good or not. Football isn't about vanity, it's about doing what it takes to win.

GEORGE DOHRMANN'S OPPOSING VIEW ON VICK

My wife has a huge heart when it comes to animals, dogs in particular. She has given our 11-year-old German Shepherd so many belly rubs that it rolls onto its side when it sees her coming. On hot days she'll put large chunks of ice into Ruby's water pan, and at dinner she'll mix in grilled steak or baked chicken because, in her opinion, dry kibble just isn't good enough by itself.

My wife also is among those who believe Michael Vick should get a second chance in the NFL now that his 23-month prison sentence for bankrolling an illegal dog-fighting operation is over. "Ban him from owning a dog," she told me last weekend. "But let the man earn a living."

Can I get an amen?

The debate about whether Vick's indefinite suspension should be lifted by NFL commissioner Roger Goodell is as tiresome as the speculation about whether Brett Favre will return for another season. Vick has done his time, lost most of his money and been publicly disgraced. His name has been indelibly stained by the admission that he tortured and killed dogs.

Enough is enough. It's time for him to have an opportunity to return to work. Notice I said opportunity.

If Vick knocks on the office door of each of the league's 32 owners and, one by one, is turned away, so be it. He has no one to blame but himself. But to unilaterally prevent the former star quarterback from playing because of fears about how fans or sponsors might react would be hypocritical at best, shameful at worst.

If the NFL can give second chances to gamblers (Art Schlichter), drug traffickers (Tamarick Vanover and Bam Morris) and those who commit vechicular homicide while driving drunk (Leonard Little) -- yes, I consider killing someone while driving drunk to be murder, even if the law doesn't -- it should give Vick the opportunity to resume his career. It's true that none of the aforementioned transgressions took place on Goodell's watch, but it's also accurate that none of those players, prior to reinstatement, was punished as severely as Vick.

The argument that Vick's return would cause a loss of fans or sponsors is laughable. The NFL is the Gulliver of professional sports leagues. Its game is bigger than any one individual, including Vick. The vast majority of fans just want to be entertained, as we've seen time after time when crowds have cheered wildly when a fallen star has returned and played at an elite level.

Vick isn't the first player to participate in dog-fighting and he won't be the last; I'm told there are active players still attending these despicable events. And yet there seems to be this push to make an example out of him. Where was this type of outrage when former members of Congress admitted to being members of a group that committed the same heinous acts on African-Americans that Vick did on some of his dogs?

Vick's actions were repulsive and worthy of strong punishment. However, if he truly has accepted that what he did was wrong, Goodell should heed the words President Bush said in his 2004 State of the Union address while discussing legislation to help convicted criminals re-enter society.

"America," he said, "is the land of the second chance." At last check Vick is still an American.

WHAT DO YOU THINK SHOULD HAPPEN TO VICK?

Sammy Okpro: I do not condone Mike Vick's actions. The mistreatment of animals is distasteful and should be punished. However, I think he has put enough time in and should be reinstated to the league. Vick has a very explosive style of play which is great to watch in the NFL. Given that other players have committed worse acts and are still permitted to play, I do not feel he should be treated any differently. Everyone deserves a second chance.

2nd time around (week 2)

The Esks were in my home town once again unfortunetly for the team it was the same outcome as last year... I wish I could of helped! One thing I must say its get Calvin McCarty the ball he is so talented and being left on the sideline. Over 1,000 yrds rushing and receiving last year. PUT HIM IN THE GAME

Rushing

Name	Year	Team	Att	Yards	Avg	Long	TD	Fumb
MCCARTY, C	2007	EDM	6	13	2.2	0	0	0
MCCARTY, C	2008	EDM	88	490	5.6	0	4	3
MCCARTY, C	2009	EDM	12	27	2.3	0	0	0
Career Total			106	530	5.0	0	4	3

Sorting

Receiving

Name	Year	Team	No.	Yards	Avg	Long	TD
MCCARTY, C	2007	EDM	7	99	14.1	44	1
MCCARTY, C	2008	EDM	70	583	8.3	27	1
MCCARTY, C	2009	EDM	5	36	7.2	10	0
Career Total			82	718	8.8	44	2

As for me I'm still at it continuing to work, staying ready thats all i can do right now. Keeping the faith staying optimistic that God has a plan for me. Anytime you move forwards their are usually steps back. So I will move another step back in order to make this quantum leap forward.

"Never let the rejections get you down because no matter how good you are, you'll be rejected."
Harland C. Stonecipher

Life does go on regardless and I have been given the opportunity to really create my life. So I will go forward full steam ahead with or without football. I JUST WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL!

GOODBYE to the KING!
MJ will be missed by all, he was truly an inspiration!


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2nd time around (Week 1)

From the outside looking in, week 1 was tough to digest for me. Watching my former team take the field was gut wrenching. I miss my teammates. I miss being out there on the field. I miss everything! Though it hurt to watch, I believe experiences like this will only make me stronger. Even if things did not go as planned, I will remain optimistic. The new view of the game has only fueled me with more energy to continue to work hard. Not only to stay ready, but also to come back in better shape if given the opportunity. I will place my faith in Gods hands, and wherever he leads me I will follow.

I have always been a huge fan of Steve McNair, as he has changed the QB position forever. It's really sad to see a story like this happen to such a great guy and ambassador of the league. My heart goes out to his family and friends who mourn his loss. After seeing a story likes this, it makes you realize that even though he played several years of professional football, he still had his whole life ahead of him. It has really hit home for me because I thought my life was over when I was released, but it's only just starting. So, football or no football, there is still life after football, and I'm thankful that I still have that.

R.I.P

Live in the moment

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2nd time around (Moving Forward)

After reflecting on what happened last week, it is only now that I can fathom the strength to write. I broke down immediately after I got home. When you want something so bad and you don't get it, it hurts! I stayed in my house for 3 days, just looking at the wall and trying to rationalize the last series of events, asking myself what I did wrong? At the end of it I realized that I was reaching for things. During the pre-season games, I could only recall 2 plays I should have made. Other than that, I made every tackle when it presented itself to me and felt I played pretty good on special teams. The decision was out of my control, for whatever reason, I wasn't picked to make the team. I have no regrets, I gave it everything I had, and left it all on the field. The only thing that concerns me is not being able to live up to the expectations of all the fans who I signed jersey's and t-shirts for. It is out of my hands, football isn't just play anymore, it's a business. Talent, hard work, and expectations can only take you so far. I would like to thank the Edmonton Eskimos for giving me a chance. I am very fortunate to have made it so far. My future is written but I will have to wait to read it. God has a plan for everyone and when one door closes another one opens. I'm hoping football is behind the next door, as I still believe in my abilities to play this game. I am currently keeping myself ready for any further opportunities. I will miss all my teammates and the friendships that I built on the field at Commonwealth. My experiences there will last forever and it has truly been a special place to play the game I love. Thank you to my family, friends, fans and especially my girlfriend for being so supportive during this transition period of my life.

SKY MIGHT FALL

2nd time around (Judgment Day)

The day started off with terrible news, a teammate from Concordia University had passed away. Ricky was out on the town enjoying life with his teammates, he had a couple of drinks. Everyone urged him not to drive under the influence, but he didn't listen. The next day no one heard from him and it was only later that night when everyone found out what had happened. Ricky fell asleep at the wheel and never made it home. This tragic news was passed onto me this morning. Though I never played with him, he was very close to guys that I've played with for Concordia. Having no brothers growing up, my teammates at Concordia were like brothers to me. I really feel for them as it isn't easy losing close friends. My sincere condolances to family and friends of Ricky Zeba #9 you will be missed by all.

Now, reciving no call last night about my status on the team the night prior, I was a little nervous going into commonwealth. The lunch room felt different not hot or cold, but there was just a different feeling in the air. After I finished lunch, I was asked to come meet with a member from the organization. As we sat down, I knew what was going to happen. I had been down this route before with the same distiguished gentleman from last year. He broke the news in just a few brief sentences. Game over, that was it. In shock, I shook his hand without saying a word and left the lunchroom. I Proceeded to the locker room where I stood outside and waited for my personal stuff. Deeply hurt, I kept an even kiel while recieving my belongings and left.

As I walked into my appartment I received another text with bad news. The musical legend, Michael Jackson, had died. This is all not happening, not today... I layed down looking up at the ceiling. What a horrible day...

R.I.P

2nd time around (Pre-Season)

The first pre-season game felt different than last year, I was calm and much more confident because I had been here before. I knew what to expect and was ready. In the first outing our team played great, going on to win 45-12. I had a forced fumble and 4 tackles, I was only credited for 1, but that is how it goes sometimes.

In the second game, we won 31-19. It was a much closer match, as starters played much more in this one. I got put in the game towards the end of the second quarter. I played against the 1st team offense for the first time. The game was moving quite fast, another step up from practice speed. After a couple of series, I was getting used to it and getting settled in. But, I was only given 1 qaurter of play, which goes by really fast. I finished with 4 tackles on defence and 1 on special teams. Overall, I felt I played pretty good minus two plays. Training Camp is officially over. Judgement day follows, the last day before the final cuts are made. Hopefully I've shown enough to earn my spot on the team again this year.

2nd time around (Training Camp)

Training camp was very rigorous, it was probably the hardest training camp I've ever been too. Each day we started at 6 am and finished at 10 pm. The grueling practices and long meetings combined with little sleep, tested our physical and mental strength. Personally, I felt I performed well, on a self evaluation note. Several veterans made remarks on how much I have improved from last year. I had very few assignment errors and was able to stay healthy throughout the camp. As we gear up for pre-season, I am very anxious to get going and prove to myself and my teammates that I can play and that I belong. The first pre-season game is at home and will be the fans first real look at the team. I hope all goes well.

Pre-Season Week A Wrap

The first round of pre-season games is now racked, and while many of the camp battles raging around the league will remain unsettled until after the second week of exhibitions, teams now have a much better idea of who’s getting it done and who isn’t.

With rosters overflowing and cut day still a ways off, last week’s play will go a long way towards determining how reps are redistributed, even if it won’t mean many quick cuts.

Like most pre-season games, the first four of 2009 were a little rough around the edges, but that’s not to say there weren’t any surprising performances. Here’s my take on what went well and what didn’t in week one.

A FEW GOOD THINGS

The Montreal Alouettes have a little depth at pivot.

The Als’ three passers threw for a combined 24 of 33 for 188 yards and a touchdown on a night when the rushing game piled up nearly 300 yards. Not bad for a pre-season outing. Adrian McPherson was poised and opportunistic running the Als’ offence in Anthony Calvillo’s absence. Chris Leak and Ricky Santos moved the team well, too, working the ball to the backs in space very efficiently. Given the fact that you can still add Brad Banks to that posse of QBs, I’d say everyone worried about the future of quarterbacking in Montreal can relax a bit.

Different might just be better in the Peg.

New coaching staff. New QBs. Fresh faces up and down the roster. It all added up to a fast start Wednesday night against the Ticats. I know the aren’t any trophies handed out for pre-season winners, but I really have to hand it to Mike Kelly and the Bombers brass for coming out of an off-season marked by change with an organized team more than ready to compete. Stefan LeFors performed just as I expected him to perform—consistently, efficiently, and effectively—as did the other pivots on the Bombers’ roster. The team’s big-time receivers (especially Romby Bryant) looked ready for opening night. And the new-look defence played tough, especially in the secondary.

There’s some serious talent in Titletown these days.

Scoreboard aside, the Esks put in one of the most dominant pre-season performances I’ve seen in recent memory the other night against the Riders. Jared Zabransky, Lester Ricard, and Jason Maas all looked ready to play, pushing the ball up the field and leading the offence to scores. And the new faces on defence like Mo Lloyd, Kitwana Jones, and Kelly Malveaux definitely added pop on their side of the ball. Combine all that with young players like Sammy Okpro flying around on special teams, and experienced guys like Jesse Lumsden itching to contribute no matter how many downs they see the field, and it was clear watching their performance against Saskatchewan that the Esks have ballers at every position fighting to earn spots on that roster.

The Champs still have it.

Big play offence. Check. Aggressive defence. Check. Solid special teams. Check. On a night when the majority of their stars were on the sidelines by the end of the first frame, the Stamps still managed to grind out a quality win against a talented B.C. Lions club not without its own cadre of talent. Whether it was Jabari Arthur crashing onto the scene with his 81-yard catch and run TD, or back-up pivot Drew Tate making his case for a roster spot with some stick throws, or big LB Juwan Simpson getting some heat on the passer, Calgary had the look of a deep, prepared squad ready to make another run at a title.

AND A FEW THAT NEED SOME WORK

Slow starts will kill the ‘Cats.

Granted, Hamilton made a heck of a comeback against the new-look Bombers to make a game of it. But that’s the main trouble with comebacks—you’ve got to put yourself in a big hole to start one. And 26-0 at the half is just too big a hole to dig out of. Even given good pass protection and a more-than-adequate rushing attack, the Ticats’ offence just couldn’t finish in the first half against the Bombers’ D. Windy conditions aside, that’s got to be priority one in Steeltown heading into week two of the pre-season.

It’s tough to have a running back derby on four carries.

Kerry Joseph definitely grabbed the ball the other night against the Alouettes when it was offered to him. He moved well to buy time and gain yards, and he put points on the board with some tremendous individual effort. For the most part, so did the Argos’ other pivots. Unfortunately, in the midst of all that passing offence, the Argos’ running backs only had the ball handed to them four times. No matter what coverage the defence presents, that’s a tough ratio to execute effectively week in and week out in the CFL. Especially when there are some quality backs on the field itching to prove they deserve the starting nod come opening day. I’ve got not doubt we’ll see the backs carry a heavier load next time up, and given the level of the talent in the backfield in T.O., I’m eager to see it happen.

Newsflash: the Roughriders’ backfield needs Wes Cates healthy.

Aside from Stu Foord ripping off a few decent carries, the Riders looked like a team in need of a feature back in Edmonton. The lack of a consistent threat out of the backfield really made it difficult for Saskatchewan’s offence to get any sustainable rhythm going. And I have to believe that played a part in the five sacks the Riders’ surrendered. Considering Cates might not be ready to go opening week, Gang Green needs someone to step up quickly to provide some ground support for Darian Durant and company.

The Lions are going to need some happier returns.

With Ian Smart likely to earn the starting RB slot by week 1, somebody in B.C. is going to have to step up to claim the kick and punt return duties to keep Smart fresh enough to make an impact on offence. Other than Damian Sims, who was adequate, but unspectacular, returning kicks, none of the other returners opened eyes against the Stamps. Trestin George dropped his shot, and neither Otis Amey nor Darren Toney gave off much heat. Hopefully, the next game will offer a different story, or Smart’s just going to have to put on his cape and save the day himself.

UP NEXT

I’ll take a look at the final week of pre-season games, and give my take on how all the roster battles shook out. I might even uncork a few predictions for the season.

Until then, enjoy the games while it’s only roster spots at stake. In a week and a half, they’ll be for real points.



Posted Jun 22 2009, 04:41 PM by Jack Bedell

UP NEXT

Im into every kind of music what makes this one special is that I used to play soccer with him back in the day! I had no clue he had musical talent. Shout out to David Hodges keep doing you thing! YOUR UP NEXT!

Camping with Sammy Okpro, Part 2

I managed to catch up with Sammy Okpro right after last week’s pre-season game against the Saskatchewan Roughriders to continue our conversation about how his training camp is going.

During the tilt, Okpro had some monster special teams plays, the finest of which was a huge tackle that caused a turnover for the Esks. It was one of those game-changing plays that turns a tight game into a route, and it was definitely nice to see Sammy get a little taste of that kind of performance.

How are you feeling now that the first pre-season game is in the books?

Sammy Okpro—“ I am feeling much better. It feels as if a big weight is off our shoulders. When you have virtually a new team and new coaching staff, there is always the question of how long it is going to take for the team to gel. Personally, I feel the same way after being on hiatus for a year. It felt great getting back into the mix of things. When you haven’t played a single down in a year, doubt creeps into your mind whether you can do it or not. I feel I’ve now silenced my own voices in my head.”

What were some of the highlights of the Esks’ performance for you?

SO—“I think the biggest highlight was our teams’ depth. It was a pretty close match leading into half time, but we were able to pull away in the third quarter. Our ability to run the ball and stop the run also stood out as we struggled in both those categories last season. A highlight for me, personally, was my forced fumble on kick-off in the second half.”

Was film review more fun after the big win?

SO—“Film review is always much better after a win. Even though there were plenty of mistakes to be corrected, they weren’t costly, and we were given more lenience with a big win. For me, I had two assignment errors on defence and none on special teams. So for myself, it was a pretty good day. Several vets made comments on how well I played on special teams and told me to keep building on it.”

You brought some serious pop on that special teams tackle that caused a turnover. Is high-octane special teams a major part of your focus this camp?

SO—“It was the most important focus for me. If I am unable to play in the defence, I have to earn my spot on the special teams. I have worked really hard to master the skills last year in order to be ready for this year. Coach Thorpe, if not the best special teams coach in the CFL, is close to the top. He was pretty hard on me last year cleaning up the little things, even though I was on scout team. I feel I am much more polished this year than opposed to last year.”

What are your goals heading into the second pre-season tilt?

SO—“To be better than I was in the first pre-season game, and take care of the detail. That has been our motto throughout camp and for the rest of the season. If every individual takes care of his job we will be okay. I would like to be 100% on my assignment.”

How’s your routine change going on the road with a short week of prep?

SO—“It hasn’t really changed all that much given that we are still in training camp. However, Coach Hall allowed us to take our pads off for a couple of practices to save our legs. We will be flying out the day of the game, so it will not affect us too much this week.”

Is the team still in evaluation mode, or will the vets see more action this week?

SO—“I believe the team is for the most part still under evaluation as our roster is still very deep. There is a lot of talent across the board. We should expect to see the vets play at least a half with the guys battling for spots coming in for the other half.“

Are your reps in camp giving you any indication of where you’re standing on the depth chart these days?

SO—“Yes, they are drastically different than last year, where at times I didn’t receive any reps during practice. This year, I had started off slated as #3 spot for safety but following the pre-seaon game, I have since moved up to #2. The coach has notified me that I will be receiving more reps this game than I did in the last pre-season game. So I will also have a fair shot at competing for the starting safety spot.”

How are the vets helping with the development of the defence?

SO—“They are helping a tremendous amount. Mo Lloyd and Kitwana Jones have been very vocal on pursuit, tackling, and communication. These three parts are vital for success on defence.”

Any pressure on you this week? Or will you just get your work in and have faith in the coaches’ roster decisions?

SO—“I feel the most pressure occurred during last weeks match. As it was our first game for our team in front of a home crowd. Also, it was my first shot to prove to my teammates that I belong on the field. After a good outing last week, I feel I have gained that respect from my peers and am looking forward to building on it. There still is a little pressure to perform well and play up to the expectations, but that just comes with the territory.”

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Posted Jun 22 2009, 10:46 AM by Jack Bedell